Unraveled and Wild

Unraveled and Wild, that's how I feel
creating my new life, how shall it be
totally me and totally free
clearing the cobwebs, so I can see
the unraveled and wild that's in us all
letting it out, and standing tall......

Myself

I found myself in Bali, the light that I had lost

it came upon me slowly as the time that I had crossed

the peaceful gentle people speak directly to your soul

of their giving, gentle nature and the beauty that they sew

you cannot go away from there and think that you've not changed

the spirit of the land they love

and how you have been claimed.....

Winters Glow

Winters glow is here again
I'm back in Utah getting used to being in my skin
My life here is different than the life in Idaho
It's a constant adjustment sometimes I don't know
I belong where I am, but it's hard to do
when your alone on this path every things new
My heart is open to love again
but the universe will choose when that will begin
each day at a time, I conquer each step
to find my way and do my best
Where I belong, is a constant goal
knowing myself, so I will really know.....

The normal

The normal I begin to feel
is when I'm with my friends
living life and moving on, I get some good relief
the little things in life to see, the twinkle in an eye
the laughter at the way we are, staring at the stars
our own normal sometimes we take for granite when life is good and fresh
my healing process continues as my normal sometimes rests
seeing beauty everywhere
it's simply quite amazing
with butterflies in the air......

The flower I am

The flower I am unfolds each day
as I peel back the layers as the sun finds it's way
As I search for my answers of how I became me
It becomes more clear, as the pedals unfray
   The bigger picture emerges as life moves ahead
   My heart opens up like the flowering rose
   With each pedal falling from a sensitive pose
 Our lives are mere raindrops on this thing we call earth
           figuring out ourselves from our time of birth

Grandmas Hug

I woke up this morning with my grandmas hug
fast asleep I was
I don't know if it was a dream or was it her?
It felt so real, as my heart lay still
It wrapped all around me, inside and out
Her arms wrapped around me without a doubt

She once came to me after she died
I asked all the questions of how and why
she answered all of them so many I asked
but the second I awoke they were gone in a flash

The feeling was left of all that we are
the positive goodness is never far
so as I live day by day
I feel the love and hugs of my Grandmas way

I belong to me

Where do I belong? I belong to me
Today I had an epiphany
I've summed up my life, it belongs to me
I never really knew that, how can that be?
I took it back and here it is
Now what it becomes and how it evolves
is up to the universe, but now I'm involved~~~