Loneliness again? Really?

I belong to loneliness again
I miss Larsy, I miss love
my heart aches, it just won't quit
what do you do?
My heart is open, I know I can love again
sometime, some day, someone
I have to work on me, I know that's the key

But today I belong to loneliness again~~

Creative Again

I think I belong to the me I know again
it's hard to tell, it comes in unpredictable waves
I've been creative again and reading, is that the key
can I be getting out of sadness and really feeling me?

I don't want to get my hopes up to high
I don't want to fall
out of the sky
I'm starting to feel like a person again, me
do I really belong to me?