Grief Again

Today I belong to grief again

I hate it! it eats at my soul

It hurts my spirit what do I do?

fall into it and try to get through?

Do I sink or swim

it comes out of the sky

I keep thinking it should get better and I don't know why

am I just impatient or don't know the drill? will it be forever

I surely hope not

but with Larsy not here, I can't seem to breathe right~~

                

 

Hope

I belong to hope

                                            hope that eventually my broken heart will mend
                                       I know it will it just takes time, thats what they all say
                                                             but they don't know mine
                                                    I often wonder if it will always hurt?
                                              it totally seems possible when you're in that space
                                                    I still believe in hope and will open the door
                                                       I will be brave and try to feel more~~~

Freedom

I belong to freedom

freedom of doing whatever I want,
whenever I feel I can make it real

freedom comes at a price and is not really free
but I am always free to be me
I belong to the days, sometimes their to long
embrace the freedom and stay bold and strong~

Gratitude

I belong to gratitude

I am so grateful to be alive and have the life I live

this is my home in Idaho and I belong to myself 

now and my loving friends and family

the soul of nature is more a part of me than ever now~~

Purpose

I belong to the journey of my life
maybe I never really understood that until now

I belong to my journey with more purpose now
of my heart and soul
I belong to the knowing of a true broken heart and the path to heal it
I belong to that part, I own that part, I embrace that part
and to open my heart~~~

Tears

Today I belong to tears

I can't stop the flow

it's part of the process I know

but I can't stop the flow

To Laugh Again

I belong to the journey
this journey of my new life
my new way of being day to day
I can't think to far ahead
it doesn't work that way
My journey is belonging to my heart
and hoping it will stay
My journey is to heal~to laugh~to love again
my journey to heal my soul~~~