New Beginnings

I belong to new beginnings
hope is on the horizon
hope for my heart to be sparkled with more freshness
tingled with new desires
and sprinkled with more love
and finding the new in life~~

Around the bend

Today I belong to my friends

the laughter, the love

and the time we spend

refreshes my soul

opens my heart

Maybe I'm going around the bend~~~

Settling in~~

I still don't know where I belong

When I'm here I want to be there, when I'm there I want to be home

trying to settle in my own skin is terribly hard alone

I want to be loved

I want to love

Where do I belong?

to the heavens above?
and to having more fun~~~

Grief Again

Today I belong to grief again

I hate it! it eats at my soul

It hurts my spirit what do I do?

fall into it and try to get through?

Do I sink or swim

it comes out of the sky

I keep thinking it should get better and I don't know why

am I just impatient or don't know the drill? will it be forever

I surely hope not

but with Larsy not here, I can't seem to breathe right~~

                

 

Hope

I belong to hope

                                            hope that eventually my broken heart will mend
                                       I know it will it just takes time, thats what they all say
                                                             but they don't know mine
                                                    I often wonder if it will always hurt?
                                              it totally seems possible when you're in that space
                                                    I still believe in hope and will open the door
                                                       I will be brave and try to feel more~~~

Freedom

I belong to freedom

freedom of doing whatever I want,
whenever I feel I can make it real

freedom comes at a price and is not really free
but I am always free to be me
I belong to the days, sometimes their to long
embrace the freedom and stay bold and strong~

Gratitude

I belong to gratitude

I am so grateful to be alive and have the life I live

this is my home in Idaho and I belong to myself 

now and my loving friends and family

the soul of nature is more a part of me than ever now~~