Monday, June 29, 2015


I belong to the journey of my life
maybe I never really understood that until now
I belong to my journey with more purpose now
of my heart and soul
I belong to the knowing of a true broken heart and the path to heal it
I belong to that part, I own that part, I embrace that part
and to open my heart~~~

Sunday, June 21, 2015


Today I belong to tears
I can't stop the flow
it's part of the process I know
but I can't stop the flow

Wednesday, June 17, 2015

To Laugh Again

I belong to the journey
this journey of my new life
my new way of being day to day
I can't think to far ahead
it doesn't work that way
My journey is belonging to my heart
and hoping it will stay
My journey is to heal~to laugh~to love again
my journey to heal my soul~~~

Thursday, June 11, 2015

Water Journey

The water and peace takes hold again
I want to fully feel like I belong to myself
I'm working on it and soothing waters are helping~

Today I'm starting to belong to myself
baby steps to this path of healing
I have no time frame to this process, 
floating the healing waters again~~


Today I belong to the lonely day
kayaking by myself, reflecting and opening my heart to the healing waters
I want to belong to love, but it's hard unleasing the grief
it's slow like the river, slowly moving the leaves and bugs along on their path
Where do I belong?

Wednesday, June 10, 2015


Today I belong to the grief, still day by day
I decided to belong to the river
I went kayaking by myself
I belonged to the calmness, the stillness of nature
I watched an eagle for a half hour in a tree, time stopped
the beauty of the wild engulfs sadness and leaves no room to be blue
the journey of grief seems to take hold
I want it to end
so maybe the river will help wash it away
so I'll try for each day~~

The water and peace takes hold when you're on the river
I want to feel like I belong to myself again
so, the water is my savior now like it's never been~~~~

Monday, June 1, 2015


I belong to Utah again and the celebration of Rick's life
Can't wrap my head around it, my heart bleeds for Tammy
the sadness is deeper now~
I belong to the love and support of family and friends all around
I belong to the memories of Rick and how many lives he touched
The love is all around that is so clear, we all know his spirit is here
We have to keep our hearts open there's love all around
Life certainly changes in a blink
it's hard to except
how do we really belong when it's ripped away?
I guess we live with our love, our self day by day~