Sunday, January 31, 2016

Ball of light

There is a ball of light
of mine
that now shines
it happened one morning out of the blue
into the new
it was big and real it spread throughout
it is there still

that ball of light
of mine~~~~~~~


Saturday, January 30, 2016

New Beginnings

I jumped outside my comfort zone
addressed the mood
the universe heard
sparkles of light shifted inside
and oh how kind with a satisfied mind~~~~~


Thursday, January 28, 2016

Yoga

Yoga makes me feel good
helps me see inside my mood
today, it became clear
I need a change of feelings here
jump outside my comfort zone
and back into "Where do I belong?


Monday, January 25, 2016

Emotion

I belong to emotion, don't exactly know what
I'm writing this blog and it's making me relive my heartaches and emotion
It's reflecting time, but it hurts

From joy to tears, so many years
the memories are clear and forever dear
how to keep moving forward is the key
I need to just focus on staying me
being true, being blue, being happy, being sad

I'm not on the outskirts of life anymore,
but I sometimes retreat and want to close doors,
I have to remind myself of each piece that comes
to embrace all windows
keeping my heart and mind open to experiences of
the spirit guiding me forward~~~

My heart has a peace
I think that it needs
I know what to do, I've planted the seeds
spring is coming I'll be happy to know
that the sparkling sun, will soon melt the snow~~~


Sunday, January 24, 2016

Echo

I belong to the fact that I belong to "Where do I belong?"
It might be the big question of my life, maybe always
I belong to the echo of my heart beating~~


Saturday, January 23, 2016

Calm

Today I belong to calm
I guess I free fell into calm
I'll take that for today
this is good! Calm is good~~~~~~~~


Friday, January 22, 2016

Free Fall

Today I belong to free fall mode
I don't know exactly what that means
falling into sad, falling into the unknown?
Where do I belong today?
why must I always know?
I guess it's my restless mind, my restless heart, my restless spirit
I don't know
I just don't know, it feels like free falling~~


Monday, January 18, 2016

This journey

I belong to my friends love and comfort
not knowing how long I will belong to the beauty of these moments
is a beauty in itself
constantly belonging to the moments in time and knowing that truth
trying not to get ahead, or behind myself
getting out of my own way is probley my biggest challenge
absorbing the light within, to feel that more deeply, daily
I care about who cares and being on this journey of life~~


Friday, January 15, 2016

Reinventing Myself

I belong to reinventing myself some more
being the person I choose to be
I choose to be the free spirit I feel, that only means I'm free of my own chains
I can still belong to the love of others
open arms and heart to new people and possibilities of myself
feelings that grow bigger
spirit that seeks more
more of what life has to offer in the quest for reinventing
I belong to so many places, my heart is spread around
so I should belong to the moments of time
where I am, but that is not so easy to do~
to constantly feel and be present and mindful in every second of the day
can be exhausting~
It's time to free fall again,
but knowing there's always someone there to catch me~~


Friday, January 8, 2016

Arms of friendship

I belong to the arms of love and friendship
I feel like I'm finally being held up by a greater spirit than I
even though I've prayed many times for the help, it comes in it's own time
Where do I belong? I still don't know that answer
maybe we're not meant to know
today I belong to the warmth of my own spirit and the possibilities
that life has in store for me
so now I will continue forward and live~~~~~


Monday, January 4, 2016

Mystery of the Universe

I do belong to the wonderous universe
and the wondrous mystery of a renewed friendship and a new kind of love
a healing friendship that takes my breath away
washes away some sadness
who knows how this will play out? none of us ever know
so to take life slow and give it time to grow
a new phase in life now in this new year, new beginnings for my heart
two broken souls with hearts speaking to each other
for each a new start~~