Where Do I Belong?: Arms of friendship

Friday, January 8, 2016

Arms of friendship

I belong to the arms of love and friendship
I feel like I'm finally being held up by a greater spirit than I
even though I've prayed many times for the help, it comes in it's own time
Where do I belong? I still don't know that answer
maybe we're not meant to know
today I belong to the warmth of my own spirit and the possibilities
that life has in store for me
so now I will continue forward and live~~~~~

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BearJanuary 27, 2016 at 12:17 AM
All of your words resonated with me and I thank you for publishing this beautiful blog.
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Linda TJanuary 28, 2016 at 7:17 PM
Where in Arizona were you with your Aunt? Love reading your journey - I can feel the pain, the confusion, the love, the hope through your words!
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I am the mysterious Gypsy Traveler

This is my healing journey through grief, after loosing the love of my life June 2014....

to read from the beginning start from June, 2015.

I know I'm not alone on this journey, but sometimes it just doesn't feel like that. Sometimes the grief takes over and I ask myself everyday "Where do I belong?"

This is my story, it's for myself, but I have chosen to share this and if it helps or touches anyone then that's a very good thing.

I'm sure most people ask themselves this question sometime in their lives.

I am conflicted with living two lives, I am from Utah, but spent the last 18 years in Idaho, feeling like I belonged some where, now knowing that my life turned upside down and will never be the same.

For now I don't have to decide where I belong?, no one is making me decide? Why am I? I am just trying to belong to wherever I am and have that be my home. Sounds good on paper, but can't quite seem to do it, my heart is torn in half.

I belong to myself, I belong to the wind, I belong to my friends and back again. I belong to the day that engulfs me with sun. I belong to the universe on a path to reinvent myself and have fun.....

Continued on the next pages are my journal entries from April 2015 and up to the now and I will continue my journey forward to see if it's possible to answer my question~~or not?